That feeling--

Today in the mail Ken received his "back to school" packet from the school. I was looking through his papers and got jealous/knotty/disgusting feeling in my stomach. One part of the packet has the "introductions of new teachers," and I still get that unsatisfied feeling with the school for not having a job there! I've been very excited for my upcoming position but for some reason still have not "gotten over the fact" I've been rejected or not able to obtain a position I desired so bad. This shall pass.